alright. so its official: results are out this friday. how am i supposed to feel? nervous, anxious, worried, scared? but when i remember my Lord, i'm not feeling any of the above. yet i cannotdeny that i'm afraid. afraid that i would'nt do well enough to get into acjc. afraid that peoplewould think i had been lazy or spent my time unwisely during the O level period. afraid that allmy hopes and plans would not be achieved. and whenever i think those thoughts as clearly andsee them typed out like that, i realise that its blatant self-seeking wants that make me all jittery and nervous.
i place my utmost hope and peace in the knowledge that whatever should happen, God i salways with me wherever i go.